I can’t be bothered with some people in my life some have let me down others have brought me more pain than I deserve. People don’t like me because of the way I’m now portrayed. I don’t care if I’m popular or have male attention anymore i’d rather just be the best I can be. At least my head is in a place where I can see people as they are.
So many times I’ve been stuck when I could have moved on, maybe I would be more secure about myself and people if I plucked up the courage to stand on my own two feet instead of being a toy to play with.
I’ve come to the conclusion I am sick of guys, I am sick of depressing myself and I’m sick of not actually doing what’s best for me, it’s about time I did what’s right and stop getting hurt and hurting others. I’m sure someone will actually like me… Just not now, and for once I’m ready to wait.
